Wednesday, December 9, 2015

Man> Boy

"Maybe I wrong; she doesn't deserve that. I should change, because in the end she's the only one that's down for me!"

Tuesday, December 8, 2015

Changed

You caught me at the right time some would say
But at that time I needed to figure out how I was gonna get to those better days
When I was with you I was still boy and I tried acting like the man
I tried to lead the way and I forgot to grab your hand
I left you behind, I let you down, and I let you fall
My ego, my pride, wrapped in my world and that's all
That's all that mattered 
I drove you away, when I really needed you to stay
You never turned your back or walked away
Despite it all
The pain, the tears, the nights when I should of put you first
Damn it hurts, I know I'm the worst
Thinking of how I can make it right
The lonely nights made me realize I'm not right
I'm a boy no man
If I can't get it right myself how I can I get it right with you
Thinking about the time I hurt you, didn't put you first, and this time I thought I love you
The cut digs deep, it's lodged in my heart, you've always been my light in the dark
And my days are dark but in the distance I see you shining
Begging me to do right by you
I want to be my best not only for me but for you
I'm sorry; I'm sorry for everything you've been thru
I'm praying just praying for a chance to grab your hand and show you that I'm a changed man