Changed

You caught me at the right time some would say

But at that time I needed to figure out how I was gonna get to those better days

When I was with you I was still boy and I tried acting like the man

I tried to lead the way and I forgot to grab your hand

I left you behind, I let you down, and I let you fall

My ego, my pride, wrapped in my world and that's all

That's all that mattered 

I drove you away, when I really needed you to stay

You never turned your back or walked away

Despite it all

The pain, the tears, the nights when I should of put you first

Damn it hurts, I know I'm the worst

Thinking of how I can make it right

The lonely nights made me realize I'm not right

I'm a boy no man

If I can't get it right myself how I can I get it right with you

Thinking about the time I hurt you, didn't put you first, and this time I thought I love you

The cut digs deep, it's lodged in my heart, you've always been my light in the dark

And my days are dark but in the distance I see you shining

Begging me to do right by you

I want to be my best not only for me but for you

I'm sorry; I'm sorry for everything you've been thru

I'm praying just praying for a chance to grab your hand and show you that I'm a changed man